My sucky Gay weekend

Okay so i had a pretty sucky weekend.
Friday night: I went to a frat and see this girl. I am talking to her for a while. We take a few shots together, we share a few cigarettes. We seem to be getting along well and such and i am hitting on her and it seems like she is hitting on me. Then she starts to talk about her boyfriend. I was like to myself WHAT THE FUCK. This girl was so gay, i was so positive she was gay, i do not get it. Can someone lend me some gaydar please, at least for the weekend. Oh on top of that a really akward Jewish boy started dancing on me, and i felt bad saying no because he seemed so desperate. That is like the icing on the cake

Saturday: I get all dressed up to go to a beach party that one of the frats is throwing. I am wearing a bikini and a tanktop and a skirt and sunglasses. We get to the frat and there is a huge line out the door so we are like fuck this we will come back later. We go to another party and feel stupid because we are wearing beach clothes. Mind you it is snowing outside. So we get into the drama house and I see my TA who i have had a crush on since week one of school. Like I REALLY like her and we are friendly and i don't know. So my friend goes up and asks her where the beer is, and she goes "Its in the back, just tell them i sent you because my boyfriend is being the bartender." My heart just dropped. It sucked. I couldn't enjoy my night after that so i just went back to the dorm. I have liked her for so long that is has kinda become a part of my college experience and i just felt as though it was ripped away from me. I can't really explain the feeling, but it just sucked.

So that was my weekend.