Blame Canda!!!

So I know I have been kinda AWOL for a while, but i have been really busy with tests and crew and random shit. So last week I had two tests, one in genetics which was pretty easy, and the other in orgo. The Orgo test was a piece of shit stuck on a stick. So I was pretty much studying that for the week.

O so yeah I forgot I haven't updated in a while. I made the boat for the Regatta, and the race was this weekend. We drove up to Canada early in the morning and came home late at night. It was pretty awesome. We raced an 8 boat in the novice division. It was pretty much my school and then 16 Canadian ones in our race. We came in 4th, which is really good, but we should have done better(here comes a rant). During a head race all the boats start at different times, with about ten second interval. If a boat behind you is going faster than you your are supposed to let them pass on starboard side. So we kept trying to pass this boat infront of us and they would not let us through. So we were zigzaging through the course trying to pass them, and losing time. THEN at the end of the race there is turn and we took the inside turn and they turned too sharp and our oars were hitting each other while we were rowing so half of us stop rowing becuase we didnt know what to do. So we lost alot of time there. We were out of third place by 16 seconds. I am not saying that if that stupid Canadian boat followed the rule we would have placed, but we definitly would have had a better chance. But all in all we did really well and I am realyl proud of my team. That is really all for now.

One more thing Mwiko, i dont know if this is too late, but if I were you I would try crew out. It is tough, and both physically and mentally challenging but I think it is worth it. But if you end up only kinda liking it I would say quit. Waking up at 6 in the morning isnt worth it if you are not enjoying it. (hope that helps).

~Socky

Damn you upstairs

Okay so i am in my dorm trying to study for my Bio test tomorrow and there is dumbass jerkface upstairs practicing his drumset. (and another note,i spell tommarow wrong every single time and autocheck NEVER give me the right spelling as an option). So i am trying to study and he is playing his drums and I have a headache and am in a bad mood. On top of that I dont want to study and I need to do well on this test. I cant go into my room because my roommate has an 102.5 fever and achy joints and I dont want to get sick on finals week.

Today I got my housing for next year, and it just rehashed in my head the whole hell that was rooming from a few weeks ago. It was a whole fiasco which i do not particularly want to get into, but I thought it was over and today I picked my dorm with my random roomate, and I just got upset because of the whole thing. So yes I am bitching again and in a bad mood, sorry everyone. Tommarows my last day of classes so i will be drinking, so that is good. Thats all for now.

~Sock

My sucky Gay weekend

Okay so i had a pretty sucky weekend.
Friday night: I went to a frat and see this girl. I am talking to her for a while. We take a few shots together, we share a few cigarettes. We seem to be getting along well and such and i am hitting on her and it seems like she is hitting on me. Then she starts to talk about her boyfriend. I was like to myself WHAT THE FUCK. This girl was so gay, i was so positive she was gay, i do not get it. Can someone lend me some gaydar please, at least for the weekend. Oh on top of that a really akward Jewish boy started dancing on me, and i felt bad saying no because he seemed so desperate. That is like the icing on the cake

Saturday: I get all dressed up to go to a beach party that one of the frats is throwing. I am wearing a bikini and a tanktop and a skirt and sunglasses. We get to the frat and there is a huge line out the door so we are like fuck this we will come back later. We go to another party and feel stupid because we are wearing beach clothes. Mind you it is snowing outside. So we get into the drama house and I see my TA who i have had a crush on since week one of school. Like I REALLY like her and we are friendly and i don't know. So my friend goes up and asks her where the beer is, and she goes "Its in the back, just tell them i sent you because my boyfriend is being the bartender." My heart just dropped. It sucked. I couldn't enjoy my night after that so i just went back to the dorm. I have liked her for so long that is has kinda become a part of my college experience and i just felt as though it was ripped away from me. I can't really explain the feeling, but it just sucked.

So that was my weekend.

Love Song for No One

So I read Green and Slo's love story of how they started talking and met. All i have to say is... where can i sign up for that. I was thinking about it this weekend, why i have not hooked up with anyone yet. I think I am just so scared of everything. It has nothing to do with the gay part that I am scared of, I think it is just opening myself up to all of that. I have waited so long to hookup with someone, the only person I have ever kissed was this guy when i was completely drunk. It seems at this point, everyone is more experienced then me, and that is another reason i am scared. I will have no idea what I am doing. Maybe I just don't know how to put myself out there. I have to admit i have absolutely NO gaydar. If anyone want to give me hints on gaydar/anything at all, any comments are welcome. So yeah that is my bitching for the day.

So, i finished my bio test YAY. I think I did really well too so lets keep our fingers cross.It is my hell week of work. I had a test, i have two papers due, and two labs due. Somehow I still have time to write a blog entry AND be on the chatterbox. It is a mystery to me how i am able to finish all my work. Well thats all. See ya.
~Sock

Such a bore

So i was planning on writing a post about two hours ago and I got distracted. I was doing my chem lab and said to myself "self, i want to write on my blog." Then i realized all i ever do on my blog is
A. Bitch about ChemLab
B. Bitch about other work
C. Write stupid drunk posts
Really who wants to read about that. But yeah i spent 7 hours straight tonight on my chem lab and I FINNALLY finished. The next 34 hours of my life will be all chemistry too. Chemlab...Studying... Chem Test. So yeah. There will be many breaks in between. Hope all is well for all 2 of my readers. I hope this somehow entertained you.
P.S.(if you know chemistry and live near me, LETS TALK)

Ehh

So i know i have not posted in a while, and my last post was pretty much shit. What have i been doing lately, pretty much nothing. I was sick this weekend and stayed in bed most of the time. I watched Bad Girls almost every episode which is really sad.

So i sometime gets in these moods, like getting really anxious and down and i don't really know why. I am in one of those now. It is really frustrating because i physically feel anxious and my heart rate increases and i get upset, but i don't know how to get rid of them. They can sometimes last for a few days and i just have to wait them out. Well thats all for now, it is nice talking about it on here because i don't feel comfortable telling people here.

Snow

So i am just sitting here procrastinating from my homework. I watched the new episode of the L word last night and was so happy. I loved it, and the Elka and KC's podcast was even better. My only question is who drove to the dinner, they both were pretty trashed*. They just make me so happy. I should be a good American and listening to the State of the Union since I am now allowed to vote, but listening to that man is the last thing I want to do. It makes me so upset that he is our president that all I can do is laugh at him because I do not know how to deal.

So right now I am pissed because it has been over a month and my Greek professor still has not posted my grade. I mean how long does it take to post a number, everyone else in the class got their grade. I don't know what is going on. I can't complain though because it is so beautiful right now, I feel like I am living in a snowglobe. It just keeps snowing constantly but not really hard, and the flakes aren't small, they are just perfect. I guess I should get back to some of my work, or watch my TV. I just love reading about medical ethics. Well i guess it has to be done. Maybe I will post a picture of what it looks like up here later.


*edit- Just read the forum and apparently they walked